the darkest moment of my life
fuck this world mf fuck you give them a hand, in the middle of despair, helping them without hesitant for a second, actions came, pains are taken is God teaching me a lesson? or making me wait without a reason, raining with tears, what if's and dont's are great fears, emotional distress slowly killing, stabing my chest all - them are gone, when needed someone - come on! happy thoughts are for those who stays for awhile then melancholy strucks for you alone; you smile smile while bleeding inside, think like a crazy person who thinks he's not crazy at all, reminiscing the past, killing people in your head, banging yourself at the door, tried to stuck your neck at the floor above while they talk without you, enjoy and laugh themselves without the presence of you you know what to do, please don't give love to this fucking world too!
